24 January 2012
Have you ever felt like you drowning in deep water..shouting for help..but no one came to the rescue..
That's what it felt these last few weeks..nope, it's been months. Sometimes I think I know what to do, that I'm on the right track, that I've taken the right decisions but most of the time it feels like I'm drowning...helplessly
14 January 2012
it ain't easy but i just had to do it and i finally did it an hour ago. it was painful for me and it broke my heart hwhen i heard him cried. i wasn't ready to let go..never..i left him alone as he wished..i think he need time to process all the lies i've told him since the beginning. yes. been lyong to him all these while but the feelings and emotions are genuine. but what else can i say, he probably hate me by now.. k